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yuya_lovah) wrote2010-02-24 01:51 am
yuya_lovah) wrote2010-02-24 01:51 am
L'universo, L'UNIVERSOOO ♪
I'm not sure about it (but I'm glad Lexie and KSM liked it a lot ♥ you two are just too adorable with me ♥♥!)
It's a mere attempt to write something deep and, well, meaningful? Even if it's a really short drabble and etc.
Title: No, I don't remember (because I have such a great fantasy for the title *_*'')
Fandom: SHINee
Rating: PG/PG-13 (just to be safe)
Pairing: JongKey *surpriseeeeXD*
Genre: A little angst?
Word Count: 387
Disclaimer: The boys aren't mine and blablabla, I'd like to own them though :/
Notes: A huuuuuge thank you to Lexie ( ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif){kind=small}
xxxvengeancexxx ) because she's an amazing beta ♥. "No, I don't remember" by Anna Ternheim inspired me for this fic.
“What do you mean?”
“Sometimes I think I’m a different person, not myself…”
Jonghyun is looking at you with eyes full of concern. He’s playing with the locks of your hair, intertwining his fingers through them. It’s a good feeling, something that makes you feel safe even if you’re not.
The blonde doesn’t understand you, you can see it in his beautiful and deep eyes. Beyond the concern there is pure surprise, and a questioning look is now forming on his face.
“In my head, I don’t think there is Kibum anymore.”
“Are you having nightmares again?”
Jonghyun asks to you, you are playing with your nails as he’s speaking no sense like he always does.
“You don’t understand, do you?”
Why don’t you understand? You’re my fucking best friend!
You want to scream those exact words to him, tell him that his ignorance is one of the reasons you’re not yourself anymore, practically because you’re feeling depressed since your best friend doesn’t seem to be himself anymore.
Everything is blurred, everything and you’re not Kibum anymore but just…Key.
“ Kibum.”
“What?”
You’re looking at him with an expressionless face.
Sometimes you can’t really understand why he likes to say your name out of sudden, Jonghyun seems to like makes weird things, especially when he’s with you.
“No, no. You are Kibum.”
“Jjong…”
You’re smiling weakly at him. He knows, he understands what you meant by the losing yourself statement. Or at least you want to believe it because you are tired of being alone.
“Here…there is Kibum, not Key.”
Jonghyun takes your hand gently. He moves his thumb in circles on your skin and you can’t help but blush a little; you like his affection towards you, but sometimes you’re just shy and your cheeks start to burn.
Your heart starts to beat faster.
And your mind is a mess.
Only because Kim Jonghyun treats you so well. He cares for Kibum, not for what you became the day you debuted.
You don’t notice your hand on his heart immediately, you were too busy with your working mind, but when you hear, feel, Jonghyun’s heartbeat against your palm you realize. You realize what he meant when he said that you are Kibum and nothing else.
“I won’t forget where I belong.”
A/N: Now you can kill me *runs* and you can ignore the blablabla below XD
And I changed my header again o_o the last time was the last month XD but I was listening to a sweet and melancholy song and Key looked pretty sad/melancholy in that picture.
I seriously hope of a call from THE handsome guy, he needs to let me know if the piercer can make it for Sunday or not +___+ (hope for yes ç__ç I convinced also my sister to come with me XD)
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I'm sure it's confusing to hear everyone call you with your alias...
Hope he not loses it in real life.
<3 ~~
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Exactly, it's like everyone know you as the alias and not as you, at a certain point, you can't find the difference or you just try to act like the alias instead of yourself. I wanted to write that sort of feeling xD.
I'm sure he's not or if he is, the others will help him!
Thanks for the comment~!
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I really do love this fic. I told you what I thought about it but I just want to tell you I really like it again. Oh and I never told you I really liked that song. It really does give the mood for it.
Oh and I'm sorry for not being able to have a look through it again. I got busy XD
I'm actually still at Chris' now but he's gone to uni so I'm stealing his internets mwhahahahahaYou're header is really nice by the way. I love it :D
Ooooh, I hope get the call. I really want to see it when it's done. Is your sister going to be okay with you? IS she okay with things like that? Not going to pass out? XDDD But it's good you've got someone to go with you
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I'm so happy you liked it ç_ç I was like all nervous when I sent it to you XD I'm not really good with "serious" story, so I thought it was bad *coughs*. I'm totally relieved by the fact it's not bad as I thought **, the song is really great o_o I discovered it while I was watching Dollhouse (two of the Actives were so in love with each-other and I saw Jjong and Key instead of Victor and Sierra XD).
Aww, don't worry *_* I tried to use all of your tips! *hugs*
how things are going for you?<3 stealing connection is great XD and it makes you feel like a thief XDDThanks *_*! I wanted something simple for once ç__ç and Key is awesome there *_*!
Me too DD: mum said to call the shop if I don't get a call soon D: (probably I'll call tomorrow, since I'm not sure I gave exactly my number XD *stupid XD*). Actually she told me: I'll come with you but I'm TOTALLY against it u_u! With a serious tone XDD probably she will faint when the needle will scratch my skin XD I'm so sure about it XDD
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THAT WAS AWESOMELY CUTE XD
and a bit sad at the same time...
thanks for sahring <33
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The song gave me a really sad feeling ;__;
You're welcome ** and thank you for the comment <33!
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The gradual progression into the veiled confession was just lkjsd and jjong was so tender and
dahhh hope you write more ♥ thanks for sharing!
[also I couldn't help but read the last bit of your post... Are you Italian? o: I take Italian so I tried to translate that in my head, just to see if I don't fail at the language LOL orz]
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At the beginning, Jjong was a little out of space, he didn't really get why Kibum was so upset, then he got it and tried his best to cheer him up <33!
Aww, I can think of it ♥ you're welcome! And thank you for the comment *_*!
[XDD it was a really random part XD *dies*..but yup, I'm Italian *-* really??*_* and do you like our "great" language?XD The people I know, always said it's hard to study Italian *can understand it XD*]
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[Yeah I do! Actually it's kinda funny; I'm no percent Italian at all (full Korean) so it's sometimes awkward in class, yet I have the highest grades, ha ha. Of course I love Italian! that's why I'm still taking it *A* it helps with music, too ha haaa. it is kinda difficult maintaining it all, but I guess it's the same for every other new language, ha ha]
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[It's soooo cool when someone understand my language, even if I should feeling embarrassed the most part of time for what I write XD. I think it means you really have a thing for language, since Italian is a really tough language :/ (sometimes it's hard also for me D:). So, I suppose you like some of our artists?*-*]
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He would be just another Kibum added in the list! Key is such a cool stage name though and it's always a part of Kibum xD
Thanks <3! Jjong wanted to help his friend
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Simple and awesome. I really liked this. <33
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I think simple story are underrated these days XD *runs*
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(ma che carina a dire che sono adorbile ♥ si vede che sei proprio di parte con me XDD)
KEYYYYYY +_________________+ ho sempre belle sorprese quando vengo sul tuo journal çOOOç l'header è stupendo e la foto che hai scelto mi piace tantissimo <333 e vedere quest'header mi fa venire in mente di decidermi con il layout XD
P.S. grazie ancora tantissimo per la ficci *__* è bellissima *___* anche se mi sono depressa a pensarli separati çOç (sai che io adoro i lieto fine dopotutto XDD) ma tutto sommato, più ci penso su e più mi convinco del fatto che non si sia conclusa così male *_* cioè, è palese che Onew ami Key giusto? ed è palese che Key non sia affatto contento di come sia andata la storia tra loro due çOç quindi la mia mente fangirl immaginerà che alla fine sono tornati assieme çOOOOç XDD
davvero?? *___* waaa, mi chiedo cosa ti sia venuto in mente per Onew adesso XDD non vedo l'ora di leggerla +__+
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(ma è vero che sei adorabile ♥ mi sopporti sempre poi xDD è il minimo u_u!)
Il bello è che l'ho cambiato dopo un mese XD prima ci stavo 80 anni con lo stesso header XD adesso che posso più o meno farmeli, mi ci diverto a cambiarli XDD (che dici, quello della comm. ci metto Jjong o tutti gli SHINee?O_o o lascio Eliza?XD *confusa XD*)
Quella foto è carinissima anche se è vecchissima çOç però lui ha quello sguardo così malinconico ♥!
Poi fammi sapere eh *_* così mi metto a lavorare sul tuo header!
Figuratii ;O; l'ho scritta volentieri non appena mi è venuta l'idea in testa XD, effettivamente è così *_* Onew è ancora innamorato di Key e lo vorrebbe indietro ç__ç solo che sa bene che l'altro non cambierà solo per fargli un favore e il loro rapporto si rovinerebbe di nuovo ç_ç e anche Key lo ama ancora ç__ç e non l'ha mai tradito *_*. E' un finale aperto XD quindi sono tornati assieme *_* E Taemin sta con Minho u_u *si spara XD*
Jjong si è consolato con me XDD *fugge lontano XD*L'ho iniziato ieri il capitolo nuovo *_* si vedrà la mammoccia di Onew *-*!
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and the story ... WOW :D
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Aww, thanks ;O; the song inspired me a lot ;_;